Yasmin Brown, Sunday, January 3, 2010
The purpose of a church is to portray the life and
teachings of our Lord and Savior who died for us. He sacrificed his life for
us and only requests that we live as closely to his likeness as possible,
however; this is not always done. People usually forget to act in the way that
God asks us to but that’s where the church is supposed to step in as a
reminder.
It is more commonly thought of as a building but in actuality; the church is more
than four walls, a cross, and a couple of wooden pews. In fact, like the
catchy church hymn states, the church is not a steeple, the church is not a
resting place, the church is the people.
The
role of the church is to be a symbol and model of Christ by living in harmony
with one another as well as teaching and spreading the Gospel. It is a sacred
and holy organization where people of all beliefs gather to hear the Word,
participate in fellowship with one another, and leave knowing that they are to
share what they have learned in their daily lives. The idea of church normally
brings about old wooden framed buildings with a large bell situated nearby.
Tradition and history often carry a flood of thoughts such as being strictly
conservative, throwing on your Sunday’s best, and sitting in the same spot
every Sunday; but it is more than this. The history of the church is important
because it tells us where we came from and how we got to the present.
Tradition within church is essential because it shows us the customs and
practices that have been passed down from those before us. Tradition and
history are only two of the much needed elements for an established church to
thrive.
Times
have not changed. Just as we have heard in the lesson of Luke – parents still
lose their children AND children still run off from their parents. After
looking for Jesus for 3 days, they finally found him. Now I do not have any
children but even when I can’t find my favorite high heels for a couple of
minutes or more OR when I misplace my keys, I go into a state of panic. So
imagine Mary and Joseph literally not being able to find their 12 yrs old son.
Imagine the state they would have been in.
You
see though times have not exactly changed, there is a flipside to this story. Jesus
was found in his Father’s house learning instead of at Chuck-E-Cheese on the
slide with the other children and instead of at the mall spending money. Mary’s
reaction is quite normal though. Her and Joseph finally reach Jesus but it
takes them 3 days to do so. THREE DAYS! When they find him he is amongst the
elders and teachers. He was in the temple listening to the teachers and asking
questions.
You
and I may think, well? Hmmm…..what an odd place to be? Especially for someone
this young. A young boy at age 12, strays away from his parents and he is found
in the temple? I too was given that same response when I told a couple of
friends I was going to the Seminary. Some didn’t know how to take it, others
asked if I was sure about my decision, and still others have yet to even
comment --- but they all had the same look on their faces. One of questioning,
a look of doubt, a look of ‘is she serious?’
And
yet, the story goes on….When questioned by his mother Mary, “Child, why have
you treated us like this? Look, your father and I have been searching for you
in great anxiety.” His response was unusual. Jesus said, “Why were you
searching for me? Did you not know that I must be in my Father’s house?”
This
too is an odd response. What child answers their parents like this? And with
a tone of faith in the base of his voice. Here we see that Jesus did not see
the problem with staying behind without his parents knowledge. Most children
don’t see the problem with this unless they are told. Unless they get into
trouble. Unless something dramatic happens to them. BUT nothing like
that happens here.
HERE…Jesus
simply answers his mother by asking a question…….something many of us know
better not to do. But He does it. He does not however answer her to be rude
or disrespectful, he questions her as to say, ‘where is your faith’? “Did you
not know that I must be in my Father’s house?” This is another direct question
which he does not mean to cause any harm but only means it in the way were
he’s making sure that his parents know he had been in good hands at all times
since he was in his Father’s house.
For
those of you who don’t know, I was confirmed here with three others by Pastor
Kathryn Gulbranson and I was one of the few confirmands that stuck around. Since
I’ve attended St. Pauls since the age of 12 I’ve always been at my Father’s
house. Though my parents were never looking for me and I had not wandered off
for 3 days, I did not go elsewhere. I along with Jesus stayed behind to in a
way listen and talk to the teachers. In my case, the teachers were you guys!
Instead
of asking why me? Or asking why did I stick around? I would much rather
someone ask me, why not? And for sticking around, I’d like to say look where
it got me? I am a year and a half away from a Masters Degree in Christian
Education and like Jesus was found by his mother Mary within his Father’s
house, I too hope to lead generations to our Father’s house where they too can
sit and listen to teachers and question things as I have done over the years.
So
with that said, I would like to thank my St. Paul’s family and though many of
you aren’t here now, the ones that are here know who you are! I was told by
Pastor Gary to talk about myself and I am not good at that. I am not one to
brag at all but I guess I’ll try. He told me to tell St. Paul’s how I was
doing and at first, I struggled with this because I figured I’m doing
fine……….but then again, I’m always fine! I realized the true answer to this
question when I was getting ready to go out last night. I stood in front of
the mirror just to glance at my outfit one last time. And it came to me! I am
blessed! Not only had I woken up that morning, but I had ate as well. Not
only had I drove to the mall earlier that day, but I got out and walked to
several different stores. Not only did I finally find something to wear, but I
was able to put the clothes on for myself. And lastly, not only did I see
myself, I saw Jesus in me. I saw my Lord standing in front of me starring back
at me and I was reminded that I did not get here on my own.
I
am blessed for many different reasons but most importantly I am blessed because
you, my teachers who had been here for me to listen and learn from. It is you
who have put me into LTSP …the seminary. I saw that I was blessed at 10 at
night while starring at myself in the mirror because of all of you. And so, my
new answer to PG’s question of, ‘how am I doing?’ would be, “ I’m blessed and
my St. Paul’s family has helped me to realize this. And so, I thank you!”