June 19, 2011
The Holy Trinity
“Now the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the
mountain to which Jesus had directed them. When they saw him, they worshiped
him; but some doubted. And Jesus came and said to them, “All authority in
heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go therefore and make disciples of
all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the
Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything that I have commanded you.
And remember, I am with you always, to the end of the age.” ------
Matthew 28:16-20
In the wake of the announcement of the end of the world by
Harold Camping, people are making rapture jokes like there’s no tomorrow!
Our Gospel lesson has some bearing on the end of the world
and the return of Jesus. Notice that in this Gospel Jesus promises to be with
us even to the end of the ages. The one who is returning is already here!
That is hard to understand. It is being caught between the
two worlds of already and not yet; of being gone and being here,
of going away and returning. The fundamental problem of the disciples that day
on the mountain is that they are caught between two worlds. They were locked
away in an upper room of fear, but now they have been sent to meet Jesus, with
less fear. They have witnessed the crucifixion and they have also hears the
witness of the women: “He is not dead, but alive!”
And now Jesus, the one they got back is leaving them, but is
always with them, and is returning again. (No wonder some worshipped and some
rejoiced.)
Take a close look at that verse:
“When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some
doubted.”
Mark Allan Powell writes about this verse in his book Loving
Jesus:
“…I want to note that the word some is
not actually found in the Greek Bible. Why is it there in the English
version? Matthew uses a particular construction here that allows translators
to think that the word some could be implied. He also uses that
construction in seventeen other instances, though no one ever seems to think
the word is implied in those cases. It could be implied here, but why would it
be? I asked a Bible translator that question one time and got the following
response: ‘The verse wouldn’t make sense otherwise. No one can worship and
doubt at the same time.’ I invited this fellow to visit a Lutheran church. We
do it all the time.”
Whether all doubted or some doubted, the result was the
same. They were sent out into the world. At the very least, as a group, they
both worshiped and doubted.
(As some people say, indecision may or may not be my
problem.)
The word used for doubt (distazo) is a verbal form of
dis= twice, double. It is not “disbelieving” (apisteuo) so much as
wavering between two strong possibilities, to have “second thoughts.” Its only
other occurrence in the New Testament is Matthew 14:31, where Jesus, after
saving the sinking Peter, criticizes him, “You of little faith, why did you doubt?”
Peter, seeing Jesus and himself walk on water, knows that it is possible to
do that. But Peter also knows the strong possibility that people sink in
water. He wavers. He walks on water and he sinks into the water. After they
get into the boat, the wind ceases, and in Verse 33, “And those in the boat
worshiped him, saying, ‘Truly you are the Son of God.” (The Greek for
“worship” in 14:33 is the same word as 28:17).
So the two times that the disciples doubt Jesus, they also
worship Him!
From the beginning of this Gospel, there is a story about
people caught between two worlds: the worlds of seen and unseen, of fear and
rejoicing, of believing and doubting.
From the beginning of this Gospel, there is the story of
people, real people in real-life situations where the answers are not easy, and
the outcomes uncertain.
Look at our first introduction to Mary. Mary knew the
miracle of expecting a child. She also knew the problems a young mother
without a husband in first century Palestine would face.
Joseph is caught between two worlds. Does he believe the
angel in the dream, or does he believe his eyes and everything he knows about
biology?
The leper who Jesus cures is thankful and believing in the
miracle. But does he check his hands and legs every day for evidence that the
disease might return?
The centurion says to Jesus “Lord, I am not worthy for you
to come under my roof but say the word and my servant will be healed.” Isn’t
the Centurion torn between the world of Rome and the world of God, between the
Government and the witness of the Messiah?
John the Baptist, imprisoned, sends the question “Go and ask
if Jesus is the one, or should we expect another?” This is the same John who
testified to the Christ, and has some real doubts as the dark, dank confines of
a cell seclude him.
Powell writes more about this:
“….I think that worship is the essence of spirituality. But
worship can sometimes be superficial. In Matthew 15, Jesus tells the Pharisees
that they worship God with their lips while their hearts are far from God. The
Pharisees, of course, are often the fall guys in the Gospel and they seem to
stay in trouble the whole time. Still, say what you will about the Pharisees –
the one thing they never do is doubt. They are always certain about
everything. They are the “God said it, I believe it, that settles it” people
of the Bible. It never occurs to them that they might have overlooked
something or misunderstood something. As a result, they are often wrong, but
they are never in doubt.”
What our gospel teaches us today is that doubt is not the
opposite of faith. This is the story of folks who doubt and believe.
Doubt is not the opposite of faith. In many ways, doubt is essential
to faith. Jesus sends these doubting faithful ones out to make disciples
of all the world. Jesus did not come to people like the Pharisees who had no
doubt, self-satisfied and 100% sure.
We would be insincere if we said that in those dark nights
of the soul, we are not caught between these two worlds. The gospel frees us
to do so. We should question scripture. We should question the church. We
should question! Part of building a strong faith is to give voice to doubts,
to express them.
This gospel lesson teaches us that it is okay to live in
both the world of believing and the world of doubt. Jesus is the one who is
with us in both.